Title: Crazy For Alice
Author: Alex Dunn
Publisher: Alex Dunn, 2016
Genre: YA Fantasy, YA Fiction
**I received a copy of this book free from the Author in exchange for an honest review**
This review can be found on my Blog, TeacherofYA’s Tumblr, or my Goodreads page
My Review:
Sounds intriguing, right? I totally thought this was about Ben meeting Alice in like, a colorful world, and he was trapped in some sort of gray wold. I was wrong, but I was pleasantly surprised. I thought it was an Alice in Wonderland retelling, but I was wrong. But I was once again pleasantly surprised. This was a book that threw my assumptions in the garbage and left me flailing…not knowing what would happen.
I’m glad I was wrong.
We meet Ben in an asylum. He’s being committed for a suicide attempt. His father was killed in a car accident with Ben present. Everyone thinks Ben tried to kill himself over the loss of his girlfriend, Wendy…but it’s not true. Ben tried to kill himself because he’s hiding a secret: his father wasn’t responsible for his own death…Ben was. And he can’t tell anyone.
When the doctor leaves Ben in his room, he starts to rehash the night his father died. But as he reflects back, he is sucked into a vortex and he emerges into a Gray World. Ben feels nothing: no sadness, no joy, no hunger or thirst. He also is all alone. He wanders for what feels like days (time passes strangely there), and he eventually starts noticing people that are like living statues. They seem to be unaware of a difference in the world around them. But Ben glimpses a beautiful girl that hides from everyone, so he pursues her. Eventually, the two strike up a friendship…though Alice is a model and way out of Ben’s league. When they are about to kiss, Ben wakes up in the real world, and as he screams for Alice, everyone tells him he’s been in a coma…for six months. Ben doesn’t care: all he cares about is getting back to Alice.
But is Alice even real? Or has Ben really lost his mind?
Is it Classroom-Appropriate?
Yes, yes, yes! This was a great read that shows the toll mental illness takes not just on a person, but on their family members as well. Our unreliable narrator makes us doubt Ben, then believe for him, and in him, and then root for him. There is enough to play with in terms of plot and character development…questions that could be asked of the class concerning Ben’s Gray World and if they believe Ben or his family. Also, it brings up depression and loneliness, as well as the idea of an alternate plane of reality. I would definitely think of using this in a classroom. I think it’s a good read for students and has just enough fantasy to make it fun, but enough reality to make it also believable.
Age Range:
Because of the suicide attempt, and the occasional cussing, I would put this in a upper level bracket age range. Probably 17 and up to be safe and not offend parents. It also could be used in college English classes, or even psychology classes to discuss erotomania (a term mentioned in the story) and schizoid (not schizophrenia) personality disorder. I also would encourage the book to be read outside of school.
End Result:
I give this book ★★★★☆. I finished this book yesterday but had to work and then I went to the Allegan Antique Fair this morning. But Alex Dunn did an amazing thing with this book…she took me on an intense ride through Ben’s mind. I would’ve liked to know more about the Gray World and how it operates…there are theories but I’m so curious now that I want more. And the book did move quickly at first and I was confused until I realized what had happened. I would have preferred a smoother transition into the world to understand it better: I had to reread the beginning a couple times to picture it in my mind. But I’m nitpicking. I think it’s a wonderful read and I’m fortunate to have received it from Dunn. I want to read more from her. This book is intense, and I warn you that you will get a case of the feels throughout…and especially at the end. However, I recommend this book to ALL OF YOU. ALL. I really think y’all will like it. 😉
Happy Reading!
Thank you again to Alex Dunn and the Goodreads group We Love YA for a chance to review this book. This is my complete honest opinion. Now go read it yourselves.
Ooh awesome review. I love books like then when you don’t know what’s real and what’s not. Thanks for sharing this one, it’s going on my TBR!
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Yay! I really think you’ll like it! If you message Alex Dunn on GR and let her know you’re interested, she’ll probably send you a free copy. She had a thread for the RaR on We ❤️ YA and it might still be active, too. So there’s a way you might be able to read it for free!
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Awesome! Thanks for letting me know 🙂 she also started following me on Twitter (I’m loving Twitter so far!)
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Me too! Isn’t it great? I thought I would hate it, lol!
I’m glad…she’s a sweetheart and would read another book of hers. 😊
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This one looks awesome 🙂 Even though it’s a dark topic, but still… great review!
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Yeah, I was pleasantly surprised! I love finding an indie author I can fall in love with!!
I hope you check it out!
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Interesting! Sounds a bit ‘Life on Mars’ish 🤔
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Not familiar with that one…I’ll have to look into it!
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It’s an amazing British TV series that will rip your heart out.
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I wish I could watch good British shows that would rip my heart out lol.
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Blimey, that book sounds intense!!!
Great review, Teach! 🙂 This book will go to my TBR! 😉
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And you’ll like it, because they call people wankers!! 😂
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Hahaha, brilliant… People can be wankers! I met a few today! 😂
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I just think it’s funny, because if I called someone a wanker, they’d be all, “That doesn’t sound right coming out of an American’s mouth.” And then I would be like, “Shag off, you wanker!” Lol.
When I say it, it has a long a sound. waynker. Lol
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Hahaha, from this moment forth I shall say wanker the American way! 😂
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You’re gonna sound weird…just warning you now, Boss.
I tried it out…yeah, not a good move for me. People were like, what? Wtf? Didn’t work. I looked like a 🤓.
Only you guys can pull it off!
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Great review! It sounds insanely intriguing. I love the premise.
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I loved the premise too. Totally defies expectations!!
Hope you check it out! Alex is amazing and friendly and I’m going to read another book of hers, The Demon’s Magician.
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That sounds super interesting! Is the gray world a metaphor for depression?
I love when books trash our expectations!
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Actually, I don’t want to give too much away…it’s a metaphor in a sense…but it’s also a real place…and that’s what makes the book cool!
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What a great review, it sounds like you really enjoyed this story, and I love how you thought it was something, and ended up being something completely different. I LOVE when that happens while reading a book. I might need to add that one to my TBR! 🙂
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It was an excellent story. And I love that Dunn made me believe in Ben’s intensity. He was a strong character, and he didn’t back down. I loved the book. And I want more ppl to read it because she is independent and trying to get her book out there.
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Wow this sounds like an amazing book! I was like you when I read the blurb I had no idea what it was about but I did think the same; that he met Alice in a colourful world, and then when you mentioned Alice in Wonderland I thought that as well. Your review surprised me because the sounds of this story wasn’t what I was expecting but at the same time it sounds like an amazing book, I’m definitely going to be adding this to my to-read list, I need to know how it ends and if Alice is real!
Great review! 😀
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It has a great ending. It made me satisfied. I was happy to read an indie author with SUCH a strong book. I think you’d like it as we have such similar tastes.
I hope you do get to check it out at some point! I know we both have huge TBR lists!
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Well in that case it’s now definitely been added to my TBR list, but you’re right about that I have a load of books I need to get around to still. 🙂
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I know…I have some due tomorrow that I’ll probably have to return without reading them. I have to give up some of the battles! Lol.
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Well yeah, you don’t want to have to force yourself to read books, that’s the quickest way to get into a slump in my opinion. 🙂
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Ehh, sometimes it’s forced in the beginning, but once I start I can barely stop.
So I may force myself, but it works in the end. 😊
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Sounds like a sad read… Mental illness is tough for those around them.. That’s good that you can read it. I would feel depressed if I read it. Awesome review as usual! Congrats to getting ARCs directly from the author!
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Thank you!
It was a sad read: but it had a very happy ending! So it made up for it.
I’ve always wondered how it would feel to believe in something so fervently like your own sanity and not be believed…it would be hard.
I think you’d like this one. I really do.
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